Mercy Is My Middle Name ..

Alright, Hi, blah blah blah, fuck the intro, you all came for one reason, a blog!

So you may be thinking what actually is my problem, im doing OK in school,
I have a bunch of people around me who love me and whom have earnt my love and trust,
I have a thriving social life, Im happy with the person I am, So umm explanation your asking .. ?

Heres my one big point .. No matter how much positive karma, or no matter how glowing your aura is, and no matter what positive vibes you send out and all that rest of that shit -
You are NO better than those forces around you!

Using happiness as a mask to everything is how I cope with things, and as such, i have been branded with the happy, hyper homo-human! However, as youve probably picked up on, This blog isnt exactly preaching world peace!

Emotion is my theme, poetry tries to put it on paper, songs try and put it to a melody for our ears to decode, psychology puts it down to messed up chemicals and social infleunces, but what causes it, we really need to think how we let it end up so fucked up!

People + Emotions = ONE HELL OF A DRAMA! .. I feel as though, people dont know their emotions, and emotions dont know their people, we ALL need to look in the mirror, into our eyes and get a clue!

If you wanna be happy, then think happy ..
If you wanna be in love, then think of love ..
If you wanna sit there and sob, then make sure you learn a lesson ..

I cant stand those who blissfully ignore their emotions and then whinge when they do have a cry about it .. GET IT OUT!! ILL REPEAT MYSELF UNTIL YOU GET THE MESSAGE! LET IT OUT, LET IT OUT, LET IT OUT! .. OR LORD HELP ME I WILL DRAGGGGG IT OUT OF YOUUUU!

Shake it off .. NOONE can make you feel anything you dont want to feel, but people do affect us .. If you give off negativity you attract negativity, If you give off positivity, you attract positiveity, if your neutral, you get neutral .. If your around negative people, your gonna be effected either way, same if you with positive people ..
Its as simple as tht sweetheart!

Please, i didnt want to shout, but i am so tired of acting like am empath, i have my own shit to deal with, and i want to help you, i try to help you, shit i NEED to help you, But please, please, PLEASE .. DO .. NOT .. WASTE .. MY .. TIME! I dont have the energy, i dont have the breath, i dont have a care!

I am at the mercy of other people alot, but i place myself in that position, because I like a challenge!

Im hapy to help anyone who is willinging to help themselves, if your not willinging to help yourself, im not willinging to help you"

POSITIVE MENTAL ATTITUDE! POSITIVE MENTAL ATTITUDE! POSITIVE MENTAL ATTITUDE!

I am going to get through to you, one way or another .. try this ..

Stand in front of a mirror and say that 100 times a day .. everytime something bad happens, think about it, everytime some smart mouth cow says something, just rise above it,

"Sweetheart your stronger than them and youd better believe it, dont let them ruin the prom, this is your reward baby!"

Lots of love and im sorry for yelling but some people really need to control their emotions ..
*Clap clap* for those who do
WISE UP! for those who dont!

Until next rant .. hugs and kisses
By Martyn David
xoxo

P.s POSITIVE MENTAL ATTITUDE BABY, PLEASE HAVE MERCY, YOUR DRIVING ME CRAZYYYYYYY!